Nik98:
I Never wanted to be this fetish to be true. But today I registered here and I think that this is a good step forward. Is someone also here who was/ is insecure about that fetish?
My account is less than a year old, and I've known I was into feederism since before I was out of middleschool, if memory serves. That's almost a decade of mostly lurking, sometimes doing RP with other people, but always with an air of extreme anonymity.
I also felt highly conflicted about sexuality in general, having been raised Catholic, and the idea of being turned on and masturbating to something so taboo led to years of mental self-flagellation.
It took quite a long time to accept my sexuality despite thinking it was immoral, then even longer to shed the idea that it was inherently immoral. Part of that came down to realizing that enjoying ourselves can't be evil if it doesn't hurt others, and that even when it comes to something risky like feederism, people have the ability to make their own decisions and accept risks.
